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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I'm back again...

Its only when i have no one to talk to, or i feel that there's no way out, that i turn to blogging as final resort. Blogging is just so virtual, however venting my frustrations here proved useful at times.

When will you ever get over it? I miss those times when we are happy together, you making fun of me, and poking fun of each other... I know whatever i say now, will not atone those wrong doings i've done. I wish we will be back to normal as soon as possible. I realised as time passes by, you're my pillar of support i cannot do without. Ever always there silently and ready to give me that helping hand and listening ear. I have learnt to rely on you very much, so much so that i feel 'helpless' without you there now. I have just taken everything for granted.

Nope, i don't have those xxx feelings anymore. The person i'm referring to will know what i'm talking about. I just wish that we will be friends again, and live those days like we used to poking fun of each other. Is it just a misunderstanding or? What are you thinking? May i know? This is just so frustrating... I know i can never get an answer to this. You never reply my messages.

That very person that i'm referring to, doesn't read my blog. Perhaps, it might be better if he never gets to read it.

This music keeps playing in my mind:

直到爱消失你才懂得

去珍惜身边每个每好风景

只是她早已离去

直到你相逢他早已经

不在对你留恋

最后的你开始了一段挣扎

...

basically its Lee Sheng Jie's 你那麼愛他.

Uni life is coming to an end. Why must it end this way for me??? I hate myself. I have no courage to face you. I have no courage to go to taiwan with you. Perhaps i really shouldn't go. Why should i feel unhappy on an overseas trip? Makes no sense. Will you not forgive me till the end?

Talked to him on MSN at night and realised he still hasn't forgiven me, even though i've apologised. Thousands of apologies doesn't seem to help at this moment. He's really angry. Something he said, which made me upset for as long as i know. Kinda predicted it, but didn't expect it. It was not only upset, it was hurting. Does it mean, there isn't any difference with or without me? Is there really a need to go to this extent and no way out? Will three years of friendship sustained just go down the drain like this? Will you trust me like you used to before? Would you believe in me or you'd rather believe in what other people say? Below is an excerpt of our conversation:

1st i ask him about whether can enter edventure cos i wanted to download something to make it complete set to keep as soft copy. 2nd i asked him about the air tix whether it is an e-air ticket. Then he replied. I asked him why never reply me through sms in the afternoon? Cos i asked him the 1st question through sms in the afternoon. The came the reply:

[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
put in this way, I dun wanna talk to u
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
why?
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
cos i decide to put u into my classmate list
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:

äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
why?
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
that is not fair.
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
so with me arnd or not doesn't make a difference?
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
after what u have done
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
to me
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
u think everything will still be ok?
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
so wat u wan me to do..
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
by keeping quiet nothing can be solved
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
to me
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
心寒
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
i believe u still own an apology to jas
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
but i believe u are not indended to give one anyway
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
so nvm
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
ur call
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
so do u believe in me?
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
if u dun believe i hv no choice..
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
it got nothing to do whether i believe u or not, I'm totally not in the picture
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
i mean. u believe i dun intend to give away the solution?
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
whether u intend to give away or not, u gave
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
it doesn't change the fact
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
and dun tell me u got no choice on it
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
cos the file is with u, it doesn't matter to me u gave out based on what situation
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
the thing is, u didn't ask me
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
and u chose to give out without my permission
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
this is the fact
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
sorry, i know. i was too hasty..
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
wat u wan me to do to atone my wrong doings..dun tell me nothing..i am willing to do anything..within my capability..
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
wanna stop that cold cold feeling..and be back to normal again
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
i dun wan to end uni life like that.
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
maybe you should have thought of this
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
I still would like to thank you though
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
u taught me a valueble lesson

After that, we continued. I'm not really sure he forgive me in the end. He said:

äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
so..
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
wat do u mean..
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
does it hv to go to this extent and nothing can be done..i dun think so..
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
you just don't get it, do u?
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
算了吧
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
別擔心，台灣行還是沒變。我們一樣會玩的很開心
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
erm, got one request, can type in jian ti zi?
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
i dun understand some words in it..
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
no worry, the taiwan trip no changes
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
we'll still enjoy over there
[Ah Tu]天使說：Exam, 是什麼？ says:
I won't make this spoil my mood there
äĥ ρäm aka mίή aka パツミ Bubblesss~ cute girl ^.^ :: 为什么你总爱跟我作对？ o.O [可是我害羞，没勇气。。] [只有失去才懂得跟珍惜。。] [为什么你总爱把喜怒哀乐埋藏在心理？] says:
most importantly, am i forgiven?

As you can see, he didn't answer my last question, highlighted in bold and red. Perhaps i should seek some confirmation in him should i see him online...

I really wonder, do real friends really exist in this world? Are they just imaginery? Are they all fake? Do we really need so-called 'friends'? My definition of friends: will be there for you, and not be so xiao qi (get angry easily). My definition of best friends: will be there for you, offer advices, give you helping hand, help you out when you're in trouble (basically i mean, go the extra mile), and definitely not xiao qi (get angry easily) and forgiving. At one point in time, i had the thought of isolating myself (without friends), i thought it would be better since no one wanna listen to me and i normally don't like to share my thoughts too freely cos i feel its just personal.

Most importantly still, please forgive me~~~ That day will be the happiest day in my life, i might even hug you. LOLs.

4/21/2009 04:48:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Dear Diary,

Thanks Alan for accompanying me and giving me advices last night. I think he watched too much drama and he suggested something to deal with my parents, or should i say my dad that is very common in dramas. Here's an excerpt of of what he said:

[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:51 AM:
next thing you should do is go to ur fd's house

[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:51 AM:
or reletive house

[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:54 AM:
tell you something

[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:54 AM:
your parents only have u as their daughter
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:54 AM:
apparently you have no clue abt ur parents' thought
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:54 AM:
and i dun think they will wanna have another baby
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:55 AM:
so they basically putting everything on u
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:55 AM:
it is a war between you and ur parents
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:55 AM:
a war in the name of freedom
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:56 AM:
this is not centry to be good girl/boy
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:57 AM:
so throw away that whatever parents say is right away
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:57 AM:
that is stupid
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:57 AM:
so throw that good girl image away
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:58 AM:
it only shows how childish and immature u are
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:59 AM:
we asked u to fight back all the way, but we nvr ask u to confront ur dad. 硬碰硬you sure lose
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 12:59 AM:
because ur dad controls all ur finance
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 1:00 AM:
get it?
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 1:00 AM:
now, to win the war, u must know ur enemy
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 1:01 AM:
in this case, you need to know what's ur dad's bottom line
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 1:01 AM:
you said ur dad told u he doesn't want u as his daughter?
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 1:01 AM:
bullshit la
[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 1:02 AM:
u try to hide in ur fd's house for 2 days, u will see your pic pasting all over the place in mrt and ur parents crying on tv looking for u

[Ah Tu]天使說：不要為結束而哭泣， sent 30/12/2008 1:04 AM:
believe it or not, even it sounds dramatic, it works damn well

Doesn't it sound like one of the plots from those dramas? And, it even reminds me of Tw news. More dramatic than ever. LOL. He says it works cos he tried before =X.

That aside. Torn in between the fact between being a good girl or not to be. Does it matter? Cos being good or not, in my parents' eyes, or should i say my dad, i'm always NO GOOD. Other people, no matter how bad they are, are ALWAYS GOOD. Rubbish right, nvm, i'm immune to this already. It doesn't matter what i do. Even my own parents look down on me. "Pam, how long are you gonna let people bully you? When are you going to show that you must not be bullied and should not be bullied?!" As long as i look up to myself, i don't care how other people look at me. Does a good friend tell you that being a good girl is stupid? I don't know. Not that i doubt Alan and he is not my good friend or what, but i find it wierd.

I ever mentioned before i have 2 best friends, now i don't think they are fit to have that best friend title. Have they changed or what? Best friends don't leave you in the lurch and not care about you at all. I just experienced being left in the lurch and they didn't bother me at all. Good/Best friends don't lie. Good/Best friends don't tease you. Good/Best friends give you advices and want the best for you. After 3 years of friendship, all these are gone... All people are the same, when they need you, they look for you. When they do not need you, they treat you like shit. Hate this feeling. When will i ever find someone who will treat you truthfully and tell you everything? Or at least, not dump you at one corner? Perhaps, some people after reading this, will try very hard not to fulfill this, so that they will not be my good or best friend. And will try all ways and means irritating me. I don't know. Alan once told me that no one wants to tease me and make fun of me or bully me and if they make fun of me, is just jokingly. No problem if its just jokingly. But if it is repeated time and again, will you like it? Put yourself in my shoes and feel how i feel... Like the $ joke and drawing a line between rich and poor. I feel this is a sensitive issue. I didn't flaunt or say that i'm rich or what, but everytime there's a implication. And no one would fend for me. So if you were me, and people do this to you everytime when there's a chance to, will you like it?

我很烦. Take me away to neverland.

12/30/2008 12:31:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Wishlist:
1. Companion bring me shopping at The Central, never been there before
2. Havaianas Flip-Flops
3. Canvas Shoes, not sports shoe...
4. Baby-G Watch or Automatic Watch so i don't have to worry about no battery >.<
5. Companion to accompany me to Renew Passport, don't know the way there

6. Shopping for CNY clothes

7. Lavendars

8. Sunflowers

To Do List:
1. New keychain pouch for dad
2. Big cushion case cover
3. My pillow case cover

12/02/2008 12:17:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Thursday, July 03, 2008

"不知道为什么每当和你在一起时, 紧绷的心情也会松懈下来; 不快乐也会微笑; 也许这就是幸福."

7/03/2008 03:25:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Thursday, June 19, 2008

I'm missing someone now. I'm missing how much i can bully and suan him all i like. Haha. Yes, i'm missing Alan. LOL! So good, he's off to tw with Ting and Wendy for holiday. I just came back from there too =). Ok la, i'm missing Ting and Wendy too (later they jealous =P) But, somehow miss him more, cos i don't have anyone to bully now. Aha, i'm very bad hor? Cos he lets me bully all i like and the best thing is, he doesn't retaliate! I guess that's his weak point ba. Yeah, he's Mr Nice Guy. He lets other people "bully" him too. LOL! Miss his jokes and his cuteness. Don't know whether he is acting cute or is he naturally so cute? Haha, i know what you people are thinking already... Don't think too much wo.

I remembered before exam when Alan, me and Pay Sian went home together. We were in the MRT. Pay Sian told me that Alan told her, the reason of his nick, Black Angel Bear. He said he is black cos he absorb the sins of people 0.0. So funny and cute lo. I was like -.-".

The feeling of being missed is so good. It shows someone treasures you. Does anyone miss me at this very moment? Sighs~ I wish someone misses me. Heh.

Hope to see him back in sg soon! So that i can "bully" him...haha, no la. Miss those days when we would just chat casually, the times when he offers me geniune advices. Yes, the guy whom i turn to when i need someone to talk my problems with. Yeah, you're not seeing things. What's wrong with talking to a guy about your problems? At first, i'm also quite surprised i actually found a guy whom i can click with, whom i can share my problems with. But, gradually, i thought, all these doesn't matter as long as he is willing to listen. Guys are human beings and have feelings too right? LOL. Other than him, i also have two very good poly friends. But, both are busy, so most of the time i turn to him. Yeah, other than them, most probably i won't tell just anyone about my problem ba, unless i can click with them and trust them. Not that if i don't tell them my problem means i don't trust them la, but then, just don't feel that sense of security.

Looking forward to next outing with my group of friends!

6/19/2008 06:49:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Currently in love with this song:

曲名：为你写诗歌手：吴克群

吴克群 - 为你写诗

作词：吴克群作曲：吴克群

爱情是一种怪事

我开始全身不受控制

爱情是一种本事

我开始连自己都不是

为你我做了太多的傻事

第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你我学会弹琴写词

为你失去理智

为你写诗为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你弹奏所有情歌的句子

我忘了说最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事

你的笑容是唯一宗旨

爱情是一种本事我在你心里什么位置

为你我做了太多的傻事

第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说

最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你我学会弹琴写词

为你失去理智

为你写诗为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你弹奏所有情歌的句子

我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记

但唯一不忘的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记

但唯一不忘的是你的样子

我什么都能忘记

但唯一不忘的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记

但唯一不忘的是你的样子

Simply love the rhythem. It just sounds like it rhymes! The last part sounds like 五月天 - 最重要的小事.

6/19/2008 06:37:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Sunday, June 15, 2008

These are the results i got from a self test sent by my friend
F.洞察人心的神秘派。在团体中，你的话并不多，甚至别人对你的印象都是「神秘」。其实你并不是不喜欢和人群在一起，只是你喜欢躲在一边观察，所以你非常能看出别人心里在想什么。你也喜欢和别人讨论命理、星座、占卜之类的学问。
I'm not really sure if this depicts my real character, but i found this phrase particularly true about me: 你的话并不多，甚至别人对你的印象都是「神秘」。 Its for you all to find out =).

Went for tw holiday trip with my family from 7 June 2008 to 14 June 2008. Bought lots of clothes for myself, something different, i got myself dresses, some t-shirts, shoes, doramon slippers. I guess probably my friends would be surprised if i wear dresses to school since they had never seen me wear dresses before. Haha. Well, i just wanted to change my look since i've been wearing t-shirt and jeans all the time =P.

Now will be Alan, Ting and Wendy turn to go to tw. Intended to go with them from 14 June onwards, but my mum had commitments from 16 June onwards, so we had to go earlier. Food in tw is great. Get to taste some of their xiao chi except chou dou fu. Haha...its smelly but i'm immune to it le, not as smelly as i thought. And, i have to say, their portion of serving is real huge! They make sure you eat till you are full wo. *Whispers* no wonder Alan can eat so much =P shhh* LOL, just kidding.

Thinking on what to buy for my friends from tw...i hope they will like it. As for Alan, haha, everyone calls him bear. Trying to find some beary stuff for him, but don't seem to find nice ones...

Oh ya, missed the bbq event on 12 June. Was in tw then, so couldn't attend it. Subject/Course Schedule is out, so we can plan our timetables already. As i'm in tw, i asked Alan to update me on events and updates through sms. Haha, personal messenger...no la, just kidding, just need someone to update me on events and stuff so i won't feel so lost =).

Pam is happy, happy, happy! Lots of new clothings!

6/15/2008 12:10:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Sunday, May 04, 2008

李圣杰-很想说

you are so beautiful

在我眼里你永远最美

连你一个微笑也都会让我醉

你所谓的幸福我想给

以为手不放开就是痴心绝对

爱与美

难道

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了

还是真心走了彼此不信任了

终于懂了

真的

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

my love

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了

还是真心走了彼此不信任了

终于懂了

真的

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

很想说会好好疼你的

很想说爱你是自由的

很想说你是否听见了

很想说你真的忘记了

爱了

就有坚持理由

别说我会留在路口不会走

爱你会直到最后

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

很想说会好好疼你的

很想说爱你是自由的

很想说你是否听见了

很想说我们可不可以复合

Currently, this song this song depicts my feelings.

5/04/2008 11:35:00 AM
alone* in the rain;