4/29/2005 11:27:00 PM
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Same old routine day in day out at my dad's office...
Today at my dad's office, did work half way then someone called me, again Private Number?! Just as i had guessed, its yet another call from the school... I thought it was Mr Pham...but no...its another teacher, don't know who she is... Suddenly ask me whether i'm interested in a project for my final year on ad-hoc networks de... Then she say whether i got receive the email she sent or not... I just say no, cos i don't remember... Then she talk about the project a little... I can't decide now as yet, so i asked her email me the details of the project if possible. Then she just said ok and will send to me later. Then just thanked her for it. After i put down the phone, i quickly checked my email, cos i think i remembered vividly that i did receive an email something like that... And yes, there's really such an email...oops...i told the teacher i didn't receive it...hahas, nvm lah... Then wenta check my hotmail account which i told the teacher to send there...and wah, more details of the project was given...hehe... Then i saw that this email only sent to a few people... Among those i knew were Jiayi and Tian Tsyh.
Today, almost whole day "chatting" with Derek through sms...haha... Was bored and at the same time just "chit-chat" with him lor...
At night online so that he could pass me the things to do the use case... Then Jiahui also ask me how to draw gantt chart cos she helping Poh Suan. So now helping Derek lor, doing the Use Case Diagram...
Gotta run, toodles~
4/25/2005 10:33:00 PM
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First, received my results on Thursday, 21 April... I didn't expect quite good of a result and my guess was right... My gpa dipped from a high 3.9091 last semester to a low 3.4583... *Sadened* I even got a C which is my lowest lowest grade i've ever had... Didn't even dare tell my parents... About 12 noon, received a private number call... I just picked up and i thought it was him, the voice so alike...lols... It was Mr Pham...was quite surprised... He told me there's a place for me in IC and asked for my opinion whether i wanted to replace it with EBF or QLA. He told me he replaced with QLA cos he said that EBF would be useful, learn about e-commerce thingy... Then i asked QLA learn about what, he told me is non-IT related, very conceptual one... Then i just say replace with EBF cos i told him i not interested in those business thingy... Then he just said ok...and i also thanked him... Breathe a sigh of relieve...phew~ Finally i got my long awaited elective! Then cos Derek was smsing me that time, i just replied him and told him i got my elective, IC...and haha, Derek, being Derek...was just so lame to say, "What's so strange about me getting IC, everyone has..." Then, blame me i never say properly...haha!
Friday morning, while on the way to work, dad suddenly asked me about my results. Then i just told him how much i got... When i told him got a C, he told me, "with this type of results you cannot enter Singapore University, must go Australia liao..." Then i argued back and said, "Enter Singapore University must have all ADs?!...Who set this rule one, you set one is it.......... No such rule lor..." Then i kept quiet liao... I also explained to him that i got C for an IS module and not a core module...but i think he still minds lor... Haiz... Tell you, i cannot get C liao... I get C sure get "scolded" one... Even with Bs and B+s, he said, "why all B?! Means lousy liao..." I didn't even got the chance to explain... Suan le...
Basically, this whole week again helping Derek and Hong Hao lor with their TOR and Gantt Chart, and also other things which i could do to help... Wonder how they're coping now... I just hope, fine...=).
4/24/2005 05:47:00 PM
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In the afternoon, was helping my auntie with problems of her laptop. Installed modem, PCI card...etc... Then tommorow gotta install for her Win XP and Office XP...haiz...
Online at night to complete the Gantt Chart for Hong Hao to send to him... Jiayi suddenly ask me whether i have old chinese songs?! LOL... I tell him all at my desktop... Oh ya, Derek, if you reading my blog, just want to tell you if you want me to check your TOR and never see me online, you can just send to my email then i'll help you to check. If you see me online, just send to me through msn.
4/19/2005 10:51:00 PM
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Phone calls flooded the office, many customers came streaming in... I was in charge of only admin stuff so i needn't answer phone calls, but just as busy... Was multi-tasking most of the time... Help out with Hong Hao with the Gantt Chart, but just cannot concentrate, in-between keep on doing other things, then so fast, lunch time le... Aiya, fed up, in the end did only half way... So i thought at night can continue...
At night, watch movie for awhile, Titanic, the movie, then went online at about 11pm... Saw Hong Hao online, passed him the TOR i ammended for him...at the same time continue doing the gantt chart. Then Derek ask me how to do the database thingy, so i just offered some help...don't know why, just got this initiative to ask him to look for me when he got any problem... Then he like not very confident like that, cos he thinks his TOR still got things to add in... Just feel that he still afraid that his TOR not done correctly or left out some things, so i just ask him whether he wants me to check his TOR for him if he wants to...don't want him to feel so unsure about his work... So tommorow he passing me his TOR to check.
Right now still doing the Gantt Chart... Did it the first time wrongly...gosh... Nvm, its a learning experience...haha! (an wei zi ji only...=p) No lah... Tommorow must continue doing the gantt chart else cannot pass it to Hong Hao on time...
4/19/2005 12:16:00 AM
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Wednesday night, second auntie came back from China! Was quite happy =) hehe... At least the workload in the office would be lessen from Thursday.
Thursday, second auntie came back to work. Then she bought DVD's for my dad... The DVD's in China is a must-buy! Only 10 ren ming bi there, so convert to Sing dollars its only about one to two dollars?! But the only thing is that it is not the geniune DVD lah... The cheapest DVD's in Singapore is only about ten dollars. My auntie bought for us six DVDs. Among them are Spider Man 2 and Meet The Fockers!!! So, Thursday night, i watched part of Meet The Fockers...quite funny show...haha! Whole day in the office, my second auntie keep on talking about her trip in China...-_- Talk non-stop...to everyone...to every customer...on the phone...haiz...nvm i used to it le...
Friday, my auntie still talking about her trip?! Haha... She bought more things for me... Key chains! There are three...all the keychains are three figureins in a row one is frog, the other think its doll, the other is tweety bird! And, ya, of course i chose the tweety bird one...so cute...
Saturday, IMM have offer, whole of IMM, every store... Got my dad to buy me a bookshelf to keep all my "rubbish" lah...hahas. Was out the whole day to many places. In the morning wenta cut my hair at Jurong West, then headed to IMM there at my dad's office, had lunch at kopitiam, walked around a little till about 3.30pm. Reached home about 4pm. Then wenta Punggol to my wai por's place where she stays to pass her something. Explored Punggol Plaza, Rivervale Mall...Then wenta Suntec City for dinner... Am so tired when i reached home...
Sunday today... Changed my blog layout cos everything disappeared...
Helping Derek with SQL now... And so ya, gotta run now...
4/17/2005 11:52:00 AM
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At night now...Hong Hao and Derek pestering me -_- and both are asking almost the same things...done with Hong Hao le...now left Derek...
Then, think today most people ask me things de...don't know why leh... Once online, Hong Hao first, then Derek, then Siti, last Lixin...wah...cannot catch a breath... Suppose to be resting but then just come online cos i promised Derek that i'd help him at night... Lixin asked me for the chalet photos...so now sending her...its gonna be long...so i just come here to vandalise and in the mean time play neopets! Belahx =p.
Hmm, tommorow's another busy day, but my second Auntie coming home tommorow night! Yeah! At least less busy on Thursday...
*wo yi jing muo muo de an lian zhe ni... ni shi fou you zhe zhong gan jue?*
4/12/2005 10:33:00 PM
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Yesterday night went out to Suntec for dinner then shopped at Carrefour there... As usual dad was shopping for his DVD movies -_-. Then i told him carrefour have DVDs selling at 2 for $30, he took 2 initially but in the end put them back. Yesterday the whole day i was eating japanese food for all my meals...hahas. Lunch i had ramen, then my dinner i had udon and the rice bowl. Later i went to Carrefour to buy sushi! LOL. Haha, you must be saying i'm crazy, but i can never get tired of japanese food...
Oh ya, on the way to Suntec on the car, my mum was asking my dad whether want me to go Australia... Then i faster say i wanna go Singapore U! My mum said ok, it'll be good if i can go Singapore U, that's the best... Wah, like she don't believe that i can make it there...haiz... My mum wanted me to go there cos his brother is there...then she say want me go the Monash University there?! Omg, you tell me how i survive there...-_-. That's a super good university there, and with my standards, plus other people better than me 1000X there, think i cannot survive =x. Actually, i just don't wanna go Australia to study lor... I'd prefer to study in Singapore =)
Ya...today Derek and gang going to KTV...they invited me, but i tell him i not going... Not because i purposely don't wanna go, but... Actually got a few reasons, some are personal. Then Derek ask me again whether i going or not...haha, he always ask me 2 times one... That time chalet also like that... If its because of me they never go...omg, i feel very bad...
Haiz...sians...i'm working full time for my dad, from Monday to Friday...and the working time is like 9am to...unlimited...latest is 8pm! Tired lor... Haiz...hope my auntie come back faster and the employee come to work earlier! Whole day issue cheque one leh...u say sian or not...one day can issue about 20 over cheques! I'm very scared of issueing cheques now... Also, scanning, scanning and scanning documents the whole day -_-. Then working with my dad also very scary de, all people know him, knows me! And, you can imagine he knows lotsa people, from Bukit Panjang all the way to Changi! This issn't a good thing okay... Nvm next semester holidays don't need to do that le!!! Ahaha, so happy!
4/10/2005 10:50:00 AM
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Another thing bothering me... I find that i'm really CONTROLLED in many areas...i'm not even given a chance to do what i WANT!!! For instance, after i graduate, my parents want me to go Australia to further my studies...especially my mum!!! Cos his brother is over there, then she was thinking like i go stay at his house while i study there, but i don't want lor... Then that time his brother came to my house for awhile, then ask me whether wanna go Australia to study, i replied a straight "no"... I know for myself what i want lor... Then he say why not...then already talk about what i want to study and whatsoever...never even give me a chance to hear what i feel... Then he say what i'm interested in, i say networking... He say networking for guys only?! Wth!!! Girls cannot study networking izzit?! This is looking down on girls... Nvm, wait till i study for them to see that i can make it...who says girls can't. I just hope to study Singapore U... Although the prospects aren't that great, but it'd do...and getting to the Singapore U issn't that easy either... You have to be the top 5%. I'd work hard on that.
Gosh...it suddenly dawned on me that my parents have my future arranged for me... This really sounds scary... I just hope it doesn't work this way... It'd be a nightmare... Imagine this... My parents "force" me to go overseas for my studies, find a boyfriend for me and "force" me to be with him (this is the worst)... This can't carry on, thinking about it is just scary enough to make me cry. I thought what my friends told me wouldn't be true, but it seems to be true now, slowly...step by step as the time comes. I just hope i won't crumble and breakdown should this happen... Tell me why i don't have a sibling?! If i have, perhaps my parents won't pin all hopes on me now... This is just ridiculous. Would you like it if your parents tell everyone about you? Yes, my dad always like to do that one me... I don't mean really bad things... Ok let me give you an example... Cos i follow my dad to do insurance or sometimes to the bank. Then as usual, you know my dad, super talkative one lor...and just that "unfortunately" i'm 360 degrees opposite from him... My dad knows everyone very well cos he always go those places, then he will like always talk about me lah, tell everyone that i will take over his job lah, and then say all those things... I mean...argh, he is just too talkative lah, no need to announce to the whole world that i'm your daughter and whatsoever... I got nothing to say, and i'm too used to it, so i just keep quiet and let him say and do my own things, pretend nothing happen... I know i'm abit bad, but he say not just once or twice... He can repeat and repeat like a tape recorder to everyone in the whole world... Not long, the whole universe will know...this is just crazy... Sometimes, i think he talks alot... Okok, nvm about this...i'm just ranting...
Talk about a different thing for a change... Today, at about 5.30pm, Derek smsed me asking me whether wanna go KTV on Sunday or not. I just tell him see first. Then i ask him why suddenly wanna go KTV...lol! But, but, he never reply me...haiz...so sad... But its nice of him to ask me...at least he think of me...haha... Thought he forget about me le...
Haiz...my T10 friends all split le...wonder would we still remain contact or not... I just really hope we'd remember each other in one way or another and be friends forever...
4/07/2005 10:48:00 PM
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Then later, Jiahui, followed by Wan Xing, Tian Ci, Nicole, then Wee Kiat. Hmm, this time round the Chalet's quite successful, almost the whole class turned up except two people...i think so, which is Uma and Steven. Then later in the day, i joined them with the Mahjong again... Hong Hao suggested that i should play, so i just decided to try...while he guides me... Then suddenly, Derek came out and was like shocked saying, "wah, Pam playing Mahjong ah?!", Jiahui also surprised... Haha... Hmm, i cannot play Mahjong? Lols! Maybe they all thought i very guai de, won't play this sort of thingys... But, its okay lah...like what my grandmother always tell me, "not gambling can le..." Learned abit about Mahjong, yea, and now i know more about it...at least i know how to play now...hehe...
BBQ time, there's satay, chicken wings, and lots of other food... I should say the satay is very nice, and also the chicken wings...erm, and the garlic bread, yea, that one is very very nice! Think Chun Shen prepared it bahs...hahas... And also the jelly was nice, mainly because i like this sort of jelly, the kinokuniya jelly, and ya...everyone aimed for the one with the nata de coco...haha! While eating, suddenly one by one physcho me to stay overnight. First think is Kelly, then Siti, then Derek, then Lixin?! Then i tell them my reasons why i cannot stay...then Derek keep on saying stay...then i was making a remark, "you dare tell my dad then i stay lor..." He really say ok i tell lor -_-...then i say don't want...
After that, went into the chalet room, in there were Poh Suan, Nicole, Vincent, Hong Hao. Then saw some scores...think its Nicole's bah, then just analysed a little. Its similar to my piano music scores, just that guitars' music scores only have the treble clef, no bass clef. Then was talking a little about music with Vincent and Nicole. Didn't knew Vincent could play the piano also...he said he learnt before?! Wah, was shocked...most of the guys in our class really have hidden talents. Then i told them i also learnt piano, but practical grade 8 i never took, they all shocked?! Haha...i never even took my grade 8 practical, so my playing skills only grade 7 lor...and my theory is only grade 6. Maybe i should continue next time, when i really have the time...this really needs time and concentration. Then i also called my dad to fetch me home at that time...
At the same time, took some photos...group photos and also class photo! Then time for me to go le...my parents arrived...then they complained cannot find me...so i just tell them wait at the main lobby there for me... Then in the car keep on nagging and nagging...hah, and yes, what i think my dad will say he really said it...nvm nvm...whatever... What he said at times really makes me sad at times. He said, "I let you go out, but you don't know how to control your freedom (i forgot the exact words, but its this meaning), next time you don't go out with your friends." Going out with friends is really tough with him around!!! You know the feeling of being controlled?! Yes, that's how i'm feeling...everything must get permission from him else kanna scolded...this is definite...i've tried before not telling him and guess what... This is why i cannot stay overnight, i don't wanna try...i don't want to hear his nagging, i'm sick and tired of it...enough is enough...
I guess i'm the only one who left...almost all that came stayed overnight... Gees...hope my friends won't mind... If i could i WOULD STAY! Anyway, ya, really fun to have them around, cannot forget all my worries... But, so fast its over... Got some personnel problems...its not with me, its my family excluding me understand? My dad doesn't like someone, and my mum no choice have to help that someone cos they are one family, and so my mum help that someone, my dad doesn't like it right, he will nag and nag like there's no ending to it and i'm the sandwitch in the middle...which is very fan lor... I know problems of my parents i shouldn't care, but... Not i wanna say, but sometimes i think my dad's not understanding enough...you get what i mean? Sometimes must try to understand and give and take right?
Today, as usual went to work at my dad's office...the employee left le...so good, i got place to sit!!! Ahaha, so excited...no lah, nobody to snatch from me things to do... I can do by myself... But, he's having another new employee soon, think next week. And its a guy?! Somemore so si wen...eeEee...can't stand this type of guys... Guys should be abit rough, but not so rough lah...haha! Then just fliped through that guys results, haha, same as me one... but O level he took two times, somemore went ITE?! Ahh, whatever, nvm, when he comes then i should comment about him... What if he's better than me...omg, i'll die then...my dad will start COMPARING ME with HIM AGAIN?! Hate that sort of feeling...horrible...can't even cry out if i want to...
Lunch time, ate fish soup with rice. After that, my stomach became so painful... On the way while my dad helped me to the car, was so giddy...if no one helped my think i will faint...this feeling is horrible... Then vommited...haiz... Food poisoning again?! How many times in this month already?! How suay can i be?! Think i super weak man, especially my stomach...so sensitive de...
After vommiting, felt much better already... Dad suggested to fetch me home, but i said i was okay...
Then, dad went to bank and NTUC to do insurance while i waited in the car... Nothing to do, so just took out my handphone to play some games till he's back. Then after that back to office le... Work till about 6.30pm. Then, went down to Giant bought some fruits and drinks. Reached home around 7.40pm, bathed, ate dinner, watched TV, and then online to blog. Well, well, life's gonna be in and out my dad's office till the semester starts...sians man... Then some of my friends going attachment le... Good luck to those going attachment, all the best wor! Work hard hor...=)
Now, really really bored...nothing to do leh...anyone got any good websites / nice games to intro to me mah?
4/05/2005 10:12:00 PM
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Just testing out...to see how the blog looks like...
4/03/2005 06:11:00 PM
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