8/29/2005 05:12:00 PM
alone* in the rain;
Indeed, it has been quite a busy week so far. Completed QLA yesterday and WSAS test today. Actually i went to school earlier hoping that i could use the lab to practise before the QLA test, but then, the lab as usual was occupied for FYP presentation. Then Chang Ye also ask me to teach him before the test, so i just said ok, bcos i also want to go to school to practice and at the same time, hope i could get over and done with the first half of the test. The teacher split the class up into two groups. I was at the second group, but he said come earlier can do the test first, so why not?
Oh ya, back to where i was... I was saying the room was occupied, so i headed down to the square to do my revision and wait for my friend. Revised half way, he arrived le. Then i just showed him what to study...and you know what? He just studied for 5 minutes ok liao le?! Then i was studying for WSAS ah...then he...very irritating, or should i say talkative...keep on interrupting me... But all the topics he said is all of my interest de, so i gotta stop and listen what he has to say. I think he is also doing some kind of business le...some kind of insurance or dunno what broker lah... Then i was asking him after he graduate what he wanna do, he said work. Most people's answer is that... Then i tell him maybe i go U, then he suggested to me better not go SIM cos SIM is like ITE + poly + O Level Grads also can get in de...and its the not so recognised U among the universities.
Another shocking thing he told me is that in every 13 years there'd be an economic crisis. So the next economic crisis is in 2008? Dunno whether true or not leh.
Chatted halfway, we made our way up to the room le. Still having presentation there... and wah, so many people arrived le. Test started le, still ok...can get all the answers. Just hope can pass.
Today WSAS test, Jennifer arrived so early... She say she 8.30am arrived liao... Then we say beforehand we sit together to do the test mahs... Ya, so i sit together with her do the test. Our questions abit different, but got a few still the same. So we compare compare and do... Then as we do, we laugh, until the teacher also noticed us and say why we keep on laughing throughout the test! Haha...funny cannot laugh? -.-" The teacher also say she expect us to break the highest mark currently 76. Funny thing is we submit together, we got the same mark!!! Then we laugh together! LOL. Cos different questions, as in some really different, i don't even have that question, also can get same mark de! Then still got half an hour, we played games! Haha... I didn't know she play counter strike, diablo all those games de... Wah... We like same type of games... I also like those boyish game de, but now no chance to play cos i don't have those games le. Last time always spend my time playing at my cousins house de... I got no lesson liao, so i went home, then she got QLA test. Gave her some hints on QLA test =). She helped me alot for WSAS also leh...so must treat her good also... She's really a nice friend. First time someone encouraged me and boost my confidence before the QLA test.
Ok, next up SS test. This time its open book, but still gotta revise a little... Argh, 3 tests in a row... Kinda drained... More coming up. Exams! 4 days in a row!
8/23/2005 11:58:00 AM
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My friends like to "scare" me by calling me from the back. I dunno why also... Today met another friend from my secondary school. While i was boarding the bus, suddenly i heard him called, "hello Pamela" from my back. I thought, "who's that?!". Quite shock though, because i haven't seen him for quite some time. WISP lesson was okay. Handed in my final assignment. Finally all my assignments done. Met at the square for Jennifer to do QLA with her, cos she asked teacher and got something tested. There was only one lab available to do QLA which is 06-04. Only that lab have DS For Windows, pathetic. And because this week is all the VIVA presentation, most of the time the room is occupied, then we would have to do our things faster... Yesterday also went to the lab to practise for QLA test after QLA lecture, but turned out the room was occupied. And, guess what, inside the room, San Nien was presenting. Funny thing is he can sit down and present de, and somemore no need to wear formal. The supervisor and second marker i know them. Its Mr Tan Choon Peng and my IC teacher, Mrs Sujatha. Then one hour later he came out le, i asked him how was his presentation. I see him like very stressed...hahas. Then he tell me his project only 50% done?! So i asked him got confidence will pass or not, he said get D he happy le?! Haiz... After that i have to rush down for SS tutorial already. SS tutorial ended, i went up to find my friend. Haha, she still there... Then i practised with her until 1.20pm like that. While practising, she talk about her life in ITE. Then got to know lots of things about her... She is actually the batch before us, because she is sick for one year. Then she told me before she was sick she was very slack and lazy de... I don't believe leh... Now she is really very good... Really among the tops... When she said she got ADs for almost all her modules and a high GPA of 3.95, i gulped...that's super clever... Then she said only after she come back then she is hardworking...cannot be lahs...hahas... And, i think she knew Lay Kuan also... At first i also don't believe, then i describe to her Lay Kuan and asked Lay Kuan... Lay Kuan really knew her also... What a small small world... She is also really easy to get along with... Maybe what we want to talk about is the same. *winks*
8/19/2005 01:56:00 PM
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Only 2 hours lesson for the day and that's it for the day... Tuesdays is my relaxing day...haha. Reached home having a bad headache. This morning i already don't feel quite well... I studied abit then went to take a nap... After my nap, gotta go over to my grandma's place for lunch... I didn't feel any better after the nap... Infact, i felt worse =x. Came back, went online... Caught up with Lay Kuan on latest happenings and stuffs. Then suddenly she talked about that "i like who" topic again -.-". And, how she know i like quiet guys?! Then she say she got a friend like that also wanna intro to me?! Argh...people these days getting wierder le... Please ah, i don't want! Hahaha!
Next, is my best buddy since Primary School, Tuan Yong. I find it wierd she chatted with me, bcos so long never chat with her le. At first i thought nvm, maybe just chat chat only... Then she suddenly ask me i got bf or not?! Don't know what makes her say that. Then she say i not young liao, must find one?! Omg, my friend like that, she also like that... Very scary one lohz... But, cannot run away from this topic one leh...haiz...everytime keep on talking about it. I change topic, they talk about it again?!
Haiz, friends ah, don't keep on talking about bf this topic leh. I hear about this topic i wanna run away! Very scared of it liao leh... Don't know what's so interesting about this topic...haha! When i have one i will inform you all de, but have to wait very very long ok? Must have patience ahs...hehe.
8/16/2005 10:29:00 PM
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Friday, Jiawen saw me again... My god...call this fate or what?? She is my primary school friend. Lost in touch for 5 years or so, because different secondary school. Then poly first day, i saw this familiar face. I knew straight away it was Wang Jiawen!!! Haha... We met again. Same school, same course, and same major! This semester she like to creep up from my back de...haha... So sometimes i was thinking, "who's that?"
Saturday afternoon, i watched Project Superstar encore. Arghz, our school's contastant, Derrick was out. Haiz... His main problem: yao zhi bu qing... So wasted...I think its the way he sing. What i liked about him? Haha, i only think he's cute!!! His smile can really melt your heart. Haha, maybe only that's what i think.
Saturday, i lazed around at home for the whole day. Boring rights? Nvm, i still have the TV to accompany me!
Today's Sunday. I went to IMM for lunch and bcos parents want to get somethings from there also... Really, lots of people -.-" That place is always full of people be it weekdays or weekends de. Then today, my dad parked until 6th floor, which is open air. Wah...never did we park till such a high level before. I guess everyone went there because parking is free! Shopped in Watsons and Daiso. Toured the whole of Daiso. The Japanese are really innovative! Their products are really creative.
Tommorow is the beginning of a new week. Tests and more tests coming up...arghz!!!
8/14/2005 10:10:00 PM
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Went to school at about 10am to submit my leave application at 8th floor General Office of Block 31. Also, went to the library to search for some stupid book...haha... Then went home le. The school is unusually quiet today? I think only year 1s are having lesson at the School Of ICT bahs. Year 2 and year 3 is IS day for them.
On the way home, the condo management manager saw me, then asked me whether someone passed away at my place there. I said ya...then he asked me who?! I just said its my great grandmother... Then he thought its my grandmother?!!! Choy!!! Touch wood... I just realised the importance of cherishing people while they are alive... I regretted not visiting my great grandmother often. I remembered the last time i visited her and called her, she gave me a warm smile... Its no use now... I will never get to see that smile again...
These days, keep on bumping my friend Trina. She has her MBA assignment to complete... Then we went home together and talked about many things... She chose in-house project? Then i ask her why not choose Internship? She say don't want to go out there and work? So funny de... Maybe its a little tough i know, but really, there'd be exposure to real life experience. A little patience and tolerance would do... Nvm... i know i'm gonna face difficulties in my IP project next semester... I'm prepared for it. I heard from my friends doing IP project now that what we learn in school are just the very basics, and we'd have to learn ourselves mostly everything from scratch. I guess this is part and parcel of life.
No WISP lesson today. Should have gone "visiting" Lay Kuan and Kelly and find them for lunch. Anyway i've got no lunch here as well. Hehe... I'm too lazy =p...
*Life is unpredictable, cherish every moment of it before its too late*
8/12/2005 11:19:00 AM
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Finally, after many late nights...today chu bin le... Today's the day where my great grandmother was brought to the columbrium (wrong spelling?) While many other people are celebrating the Nation's Birthday, i can't... Just no mood...but, i tell myself i must stay strong... Ok, put sad things aside...
Hope i can have a good rest today... Many many tests coming up...must study hard... And gosh, how great, tommorow's WISP lesson is cancelled?! Cos, the teacher's on medical leave?! Happy but at the same time also worried. Happy cos i'm free, no lessons for the whole day, means i don't have to go to school tommorow. Worried cos there'd be a replacement lesson still...sian...
Lets see, what have i done this week... Basically i only remembering myself going to my gradma's place everyday... Ok, other than that... Monday night, was ranting to Lay Kuan my problems... Got one more problem haven't tell her yet...guess i'll leave that to later... Why i share with her my problems because wo men shi hao peng you ma...hahas...okok, everybody is my friend. Actually got another reason why. I just feel comfortable talking to her bahs... Another person i'll rant my problems to is Kelly...heh. Chatted with her till about 1.30am like that, then she left le, i also left, cos i was quite tired already.
Tuesday, drafted a letter for leave on Thursday to attend funeral cos want to submit it on Wednesday. Again, i slept at only about 1.30am. Wednesday, the briefing of Microsoft Exchange Program. I want that software!!! Visual Studio Web Developer 2005 Express Edition!!! Powerful software! With just several clicks, drag and drops, everything is done! Amazing! Then briefing finished le, its about 6pm when i reached the bus stop at my place. I quickly rushed to my grandma's place, changed into the attire, then joined in. All the way to 12am again. Reached home still have to bathe. I slept at around 2am.
Thursday, which is today, i went to school for lesson from 9am - 11am for QLA lecture. The teacher finished his lesson early at about 10.30am. Then quickly rushed back to my grandma's place le...
Finally, all has ended today. So much kneeling and standing up continuously to do! My knee still haven't recovered from the NAPFA test! Still painful...sobs sobs... Tommorow still need to collect the ashes from the columbrium... Hmm, i think i still need to head to school tommorow despite no lessons...for something else, to submit my leave lor. I haven't submitted on wednesday yet, because i don't have the death cert with me yet, then i ask the person there, they say need...
Currently waiting for dinner to be bought back. Arghhz...hungry...hahas...okok...i shall stop here le...
8/11/2005 07:00:00 PM
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I don't know whether to say i'm suay or what...
My great grandma just passed away today, this morning... Why heaven must take away good people so early and let those bad people stay on earth longer? I don't understand...
Later gonna go over to my grandma place again...
National Day is on Tuesday... Primary, Secondary Schools and JC have half day, because they've got celebrations for National Day, but we don't have...sighz... Its gonna be a full day for me, till 5pm tommorow. Haiz...tired...
I'm gonna rest for a little while, then i have to go over le...
8/07/2005 06:49:00 PM
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Reason number 1 to be happy: WISP Assignment 2's over. Heave a sigh of relieve. Reason number 2 to be happy: I got my attachment. Its like after so long...finally... Heave another sigh of relieve. Its better than ending up doing in-house project... Reason number 3 to be happy: Met Lay Kuan + Kelly today! They went to submit their report. Think today is report submission dateline day. Met some other friends from our class too... It seems like class 10 reunion day today...ahaha...so happy rights? Ate lunch together with Lay Kuan and Kelly. We headed off to canteen 3 first, then cos Lay Kuan wanted to eat sandwitch, so off we went to Atrium. On the way, i asked Lay Kuan about the infrared thingy on my handphone cos i cannot find =x. And when she say is that black box there on my phone, i was like..."orh, at first i also think its there leh, but i thought its the battery." Then i say i put my phone the other way round, no wonder cannot send to my com lahs... Haha, think Lay Kuan, you know the whole story right? Damn funny, i laugh till i got stomach ache... Then Lay Kuan started nagging and nagging...ahaha! I think i crap alot with them...hahas...being with them can really crap alot... And i think i express myself best infront of them ahs...really! Soon, we had to part again...haiz...damn sad... They need to go back for work again mahs... If only today they take whole day leave, i can go out with em... Reached home le, damn sian, nothing to do!!! Hmms, well, i'm gonna search for something to occupy myself for now...
8/05/2005 04:15:00 PM
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Yesterday was NAPFA test. I was the only girl in the class who take part in the NAPFA test...heh, but then nvm lah... Then I saw Wee Kiat, San Nien, Wan Xing, Jia Yi, Tian Ci and Chun Shen. So the NAPFA system goes this way. We were all supposed to take number tags and the people in charge there would keep our student cards. I think its in exchange for the number tags. First station was sit ups, standing broad jump, sit and reach, inclined pull up then shuttle run. Last but not least is the 2.4KM run. That's a killer ok! Imagine running 6 rounds on the track field. I think i ran 7 rounds. They used a stupid system lahs... Use people to keep track of the number of rounds you ran. If the person never see you, or miss you, or something, then die lahs. You do extra only. Whatever... Think if i were to run 6 rounds, the result would be the same. Fail... So nvm, who cares? Haha.
Oh ya. Met a number of people yesterday too. Number 1 on the list is my lower secondary friend Qianhui! She's changed alot. I didn't noticed her at all. She was the one who called my name first. And even after she called me, i'm still blur. It took me awhile before i recognise her...hahas. Next, is my primary school friend Jiawen. 7 years have passed and our paths did cross! Same school, same course, same major! What else next? Hehe... Then she shouted my name ahs...so brave...lol. Actually i knew lahs, then i waved to her...haha...i act cute only...lols. Finally, i was waiting at the bus stop after the NAPFA test for my dad to give me a lift home. Missed 2 184s and 1 75!!! If i knew, i'd have taken the bus home. Then saw Nicole getting down from the bus. So just waved, saying hello to her. But i think she's in a hurry, so she quickly left le. Then today she said sorry to me online? LOLs. Its okay...
Chats with Lay Kuan are getting interesting... She....... Ahaha, cannot say. Later she get chopper to kill me...lol...kidding...
Today i have SS lecture and SS practical. SS lecture, Jiahui they all never come...so i thought alone lah... Then the teacher mark attendance. He said he mark himself cos last week he got full attendence...then he suspect something lahs... After finish marking, Charlie came to sit with me?! I knew him from QLA cum IC class. I don't know what for leh...He sit with me throughout the whole lecture...then never ask me anything also. So feel abit wierd wierd...haha. Then the SS lecture as usual, quite dry and boring lahs...can fall asleep one...
Went to library to slack for one hour. Nothing to do also. Then went for SS practical le. Jiahui they all came...haha, finally have company le! Reached home suddenly received an sms from Chun Shen asking me WISP meet where? What the... I was like... How come not me informing you the WISP thingy, then suddenly come ask me...hahas. Then got to know is Siti told him de...then they plan not to meet for WISP today liao mah...hahas. So funny, he come and ask me. So just tell him we are meeting tommorow to do.
I'm having some thoughts now... It concerns my future. This just sucks ok! My dad likes to oppose me. And he will say all sorts of things to prove that his thinking is always the best and i MUST follow what he thinks. Then my mum issn't any better. She'd just sing along with my dad. This makes matters worse. I'm feeling terrible. I argued with him yesterday... But i ain't good at out talking him. He's very good at talking you know...very sian...hate that feeling of arguing with him... That's what happens when your parents have much education... So highly educated then make me have more stress only. I must be as good as they are? This is what my grandma ALWAYS tell me. Very fan you know?!!! I'm feeling very vexed... What should i do to prove my dad wrong? Why i must stay in his "hands" and always get shielded. I'd never learn this way. I know! He doesn't wanna let go and even have a first step for my independence... I feel stuck. This sucks!!!
8/03/2005 04:03:00 PM
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