Yesterday was NAPFA test. I was the only girl in the class who take part in the NAPFA test...heh, but then nvm lah... Then I saw Wee Kiat, San Nien, Wan Xing, Jia Yi, Tian Ci and Chun Shen. So the NAPFA system goes this way. We were all supposed to take number tags and the people in charge there would keep our student cards. I think its in exchange for the number tags. First station was sit ups, standing broad jump, sit and reach, inclined pull up then shuttle run. Last but not least is the 2.4KM run. That's a killer ok! Imagine running 6 rounds on the track field. I think i ran 7 rounds. They used a stupid system lahs... Use people to keep track of the number of rounds you ran. If the person never see you, or miss you, or something, then die lahs. You do extra only. Whatever... Think if i were to run 6 rounds, the result would be the same. Fail... So nvm, who cares? Haha.
Oh ya. Met a number of people yesterday too. Number 1 on the list is my lower secondary friend Qianhui! She's changed alot. I didn't noticed her at all. She was the one who called my name first. And even after she called me, i'm still blur. It took me awhile before i recognise her...hahas. Next, is my primary school friend Jiawen. 7 years have passed and our paths did cross! Same school, same course, same major! What else next? Hehe... Then she shouted my name ahs...so brave...lol. Actually i knew lahs, then i waved to her...haha...i act cute only...lols. Finally, i was waiting at the bus stop after the NAPFA test for my dad to give me a lift home. Missed 2 184s and 1 75!!! If i knew, i'd have taken the bus home. Then saw Nicole getting down from the bus. So just waved, saying hello to her. But i think she's in a hurry, so she quickly left le. Then today she said sorry to me online? LOLs. Its okay...
Chats with Lay Kuan are getting interesting... She....... Ahaha, cannot say. Later she get chopper to kill me...lol...kidding...
Today i have SS lecture and SS practical. SS lecture, Jiahui they all never come...so i thought alone lah... Then the teacher mark attendance. He said he mark himself cos last week he got full attendence...then he suspect something lahs... After finish marking, Charlie came to sit with me?! I knew him from QLA cum IC class. I don't know what for leh...He sit with me throughout the whole lecture...then never ask me anything also. So feel abit wierd wierd...haha. Then the SS lecture as usual, quite dry and boring lahs...can fall asleep one...
Went to library to slack for one hour. Nothing to do also. Then went for SS practical le. Jiahui they all came...haha, finally have company le! Reached home suddenly received an sms from Chun Shen asking me WISP meet where? What the... I was like... How come not me informing you the WISP thingy, then suddenly come ask me...hahas. Then got to know is Siti told him de...then they plan not to meet for WISP today liao mah...hahas. So funny, he come and ask me. So just tell him we are meeting tommorow to do.
I'm having some thoughts now... It concerns my future. This just sucks ok! My dad likes to oppose me. And he will say all sorts of things to prove that his thinking is always the best and i MUST follow what he thinks. Then my mum issn't any better. She'd just sing along with my dad. This makes matters worse. I'm feeling terrible. I argued with him yesterday... But i ain't good at out talking him. He's very good at talking you know...very sian...hate that feeling of arguing with him... That's what happens when your parents have much education... So highly educated then make me have more stress only. I must be as good as they are? This is what my grandma ALWAYS tell me. Very fan you know?!!! I'm feeling very vexed... What should i do to prove my dad wrong? Why i must stay in his "hands" and always get shielded. I'd never learn this way. I know! He doesn't wanna let go and even have a first step for my independence... I feel stuck. This sucks!!!
