Todays' Monday, my working day, need to report to school. Went to school at 9am as usual. Then as usual, refresher lecture...wah, good sia, still have step by step guidance to help you in your project. Hee =). Then as usual lah, Alphonsus still haven't reach yet leh...he always late de -.-". But then he good lah, ask people to sign in for him at 7am -.-". If can, i also want leh...but don't want lah, i good girl...ahahaha...*evil laughs*
Was working halfway, and i was using battery. Battery almost flat le, somemore the place i sit no more power source le, so went to sit with my Alphonsus since no one sitting beside him. Then continue doing the project. Made a few changes especially the use case. ER diagram also modified cos we did wrongly...
Lunch time... Had lunch at canteen 1. The school's really quiet during the hols. Some of the stalls in the canteen are also closed =(. Ok, so after lunch, continue doing work... I analysed the ER diagram...and decided to improve it. So i decided to list all the entites and attributes first, keeping in mind what are entites and attributes, constantly referring to the DB TB. After that, i set out drawing the ER diagram le. Initially it was tough. But, i tried to figure it out and did it step by step. In the end, still quite okay lah. Almost wanna give up liao...but then i know if i give up then no result mah... Argh, and the thought of doing somemore BCEs because of additional use cases -.-". Drawn so many BCEs liao, sick and tired of it le...can i not do it anymore?! Ahh, wanna cry liao...sobs, sobs...
And, omg, haha, my partner like very stressed sia... Shouldn't have sat beside him...lols. He tired also don't dare to sleep sia =x. Very funny... And i really must say sorry and thank you to him... Sorry because he rushing for time but yet wait until 5.30pm because i can only log out at 5.30pm, thank you because he actually can leave at 3++pm since he log on at 7am, but he stayed until 5.30pm. Rushing for time can tell me mah...then can leave early lor...aiyo, he hor...lols, dunno what to say...
Now back at home and here taking a breather! Facing problems, or should i say family problems bahs. I'm like stuck in the middle and i can't voice out my thoughts, cos elders like to say this phrase alot, "da ren de shi, xiao hai bu yao guan..." Ok lah, me still a little child here, what i say also no use. What if, the more i say, the worse it becomes =x. I'm feeling quite vexed bcos, you know, they "fight" then, you can't do anything and just listen on to what they say... Quite fan lor... Nvm, i don't know how to put it...
I may seem happy but i'm not... Its not the project matters, its just this problem...
*wishing someone could make me smile*
*how i wish there's a shoulder i could lay on*
*how i wish there's someone who would listen to me*
*how i wish i could rant all my unhappiness*
**i wish**
***all these are just wishes, would they ever come true???***
