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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Its been so long already. Finally, FYP starts on 26 September 2005. Actually i was not looking forward to this day cos i ended up doing in-house project. I didn't knew what i was supposed to do at all. Went for the day 1 briefing then after that we were brought to a room and we found a place to sit. We have to sit at that same place everyday until the in-house project ends -.-". Then my supervisor ask me and his other student to discuss the project. Introduced abit. His name? Alphonsus... Unique name eh. I've never come across this name before... I think its like 1:1000 among all the people. So rare...haha. First thing he asked was, whether i mind having to do a joint project. Then i say what's the project about. His other student then showed me...its an e-commerce website on mobile phones! Hmm, interesting!!! Then i read through his TOR and proposal. Then my supervisor say he got another project by the admin office or another project proposed by my mentor de if i do not want that project. So i was thinking, the other two project is individual de, why not do joint project better? So i agreed to the joint project. Then our supervisor gave us alot of suggestions for our project...so good...

So, i just looked through the TOR Alphonsus did. Now, since its joint project have to add in the personal work description. We discussed abit, then i say i help him improve the TOR... Couldn't do much on the first day cos i didn't bring my lappy at all. Then went home improved TOR all those thingys. Finally done on wednesday. Wednesday, start to do the AFD. Then, my partner ask me what to do, so i just said maybe can do the survey to gather user requirements. Haha, think i'm too focused with what i'm doing le... My partner kanna "stressed". When we were leaving, signing out, Alphonsus told me don't so stress, just starting only...LOLS! I looked stress meh?! Hmms...

Then the following week, which is this week, Monday, did use-case diagram and descriptions. After that, Wednesday, the BCE... Dunno who ask me not to do the BCE ah, if i do will kill me -.-". So i very ting hua de, i don't do lor...i do ER diagram. Then Alphonsus let me check the BCE he did. He very wierd one, he do liao i still must check for him de -.-". Hahas. Become like teacher checking students' work. LOLs. Hehe, no lah, actually he no confidence of what he did...aha... So nvm, i just check. I see the first BCE he do only, wierd wierd liao. I stared at it for a long long time...... Then i draw again, cos i know something wrong le. And omg, subsequent ones i need to re-draw also...hahas... Nvm... Then i just explained to him where he gone wrong in the drawing... Whole day was doing BCE... Yucks. Kinda getting sick of it liao... Can this be over soon?! About 5pm, i'm getting kinda restless le...don't feel like doing it liao leh. Reached home i'm like half dead... But then still need to do it...

So far, this week ended like that...hahas. Heng ah, luckily didn't go for internship, somemore individual, if not worse! Now still got someone to ask and help me...good good...

More diagrams to do...urghh... I wanna give up already...sobs, sobs. Anyone willing to give me the inspiration to carry on??? That motivative spirit of mine is dying out soon, just don't have that motivation already...

10/08/2005 06:18:00 PM
alone* in the rain;