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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Monday, January 30, 2006

Final Report finally submitted on 23 January 2006. Before that, printing the report was hectic. Alphon volunteered to print everything...but i cannot so bad ma, throw everything to him ask him to print. Althou he volunteered la, but still cannot so bad...LOL. So, i said, i print the main report, he print appendix la. We both print two copies... Cos, the stupid rule says need two copies. One for supervisor, one for second marker... I dunno why so ma fan -.-!!! Then he tell me appendix one copy is like 200++ pages?! I shocked...so many ah??? So two sets would be like 400++ pages??? Before that i didn't know, then i complain to him...haha...i know i complain alot... Then i saw him bring two big big files and then i ask him later that if i give him print everything will he 'kill' or blame me or not... He say "won't lah"... Aiyo, got so good meh? I dun believe...LOL. He print two times of what i printed. Total i only printed about 140++ pages, he printed 400++ pages. Yet he never complain at all...aww...he's so nice right? LOL. Good la...

Ok, final report submitted le, now still got VIVA presentation...that's what i FEAR MOST!!! Ask me to present in front of two markers...oh no! I'm gonna get the jitters... And, of two people, why am i always scheduled the FIRST to present!!! I present first, then Alphon...-.-! But, before this VIVA presentation, i still got another challenge ahead of me... My project was chosen for open house in e-garage. Project showcase... In the first place, why did my supervisor choose our project to showcase?!!! Haiz...so horrible, sure throw face one...sad... Tell me how to explain my project to pple when they ask me about it??? I shy girl leh...LOL. Die liao la...nvm wait for that day see what will happen... Maybe i throw all to Alphon to explain...ahaha... No lah, jk only...=p.

After VIVA, the whole FYP project is finally over le. Because of this FYP i got to know ONE new friend...ahaha! Its none other than Alphon lor, my FYP team mate...LOL. Hope he treat me as friend also hor...not just PROJECT TEAM MATE -.-!!! Project over le, cannot forget me one ah...LOL. Ok, kidding la... I'm getting crappy le...=p

Haha...i thought i will regret doing projects with guys, cos i've never done project with guys ever before in my life de... The reason being...my thinking la, guys are too slack...LOL. After this project, i still think its okay. Its the type of guys you do with... At least he still ok...but i can tell you, need pushing de...if not no action one...its proven!!! hahaha!!! Next time i do project with guys i must ask those questions* hor? I think Alphon would know what i'm talking about...heh...bleahs =p. And, never ever judge a book by its cover!!! Very important!!! I should have known...guys dun have guai guai, hardworking hardworking, smart smart de hor??? LOL.

Today is the second day of chinese new year. I'm a poor poor lad this chinese new year. I can't receive any ang baos' cos my lao lao ah ma just passed away not long ago, not one year yet, then my parents tell me cannot bai nian, cannot receive ang bao. My parents also never give out ang baos' this year at all... Haiz...sad =(.

1/30/2006 10:59:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Friday, January 13, 2006

Finally, i'm 'free' enough to blog. Sorry for all those who read my blog. No updates for at least 1 month =/. Project product finally submitted on 090106. Overall, i'm not satisfied with it at all... I believe i can do better than that, but bcos of time constraints, lack of knowledge, blah, blah, blah...the list goes on and on... Nvm, now is the time to concentrate on report and do well! =). I'm in a team project so my supervisor gave us a choice to produce a team report or individual report seperately. And again, alphon gave me the choice whether i want it team or individual -.-". Actually its quite a difficult decision to make. Doing it individually got its advantages, while doing it in a team also have its advantages. Then that alphon...hahas, he told me that those SDLC life cycle must include in the report is for both team and individual and we are doing in a team project, so those parts are all the same except for the project evaluation part. Actually i agree on that too. Haha, hinting me for a team report eh... In the end, i gave in, team report it shall be... I'm just too nice...lol. Nvm... Then from start of project until now, he keep on telling me he going to "die" -.-". Everytime without fail sure got once hear him say that word de... I wonder, so easy to die meh? LOL. Quite funny though, i thought people would usually like to do nothing and then wait for someone to get work done for them... But him? He act 'cute' sia...tell me not to let him be free rider??? LOL. "I like, but i don't want...I will feel guily". Hahaha... This phrase made me laugh for the whole afternoon... Feeling guilty just because he never do anything. Aww... So...i throw him something to do. Otherwise he 'complain' again. -.-". Okay, don't talk about him...shh~ later he knows about it...LOL. Hope he doesn't know that i do all my 'complaining' here, or does he already know about it? Haa, nvm...

Time just passes so fast, poly life is ending soon. I'll miss my time in there... All the crapping and all my friends. Yeah, dunno why recently i can crap liao... My friends always say i "qian da". LOL!

Maybe after poly i will try admission to LOCAL Uni if my results are good. Admission to LOCAL Uni as well anyone out there? Just see who wants to go to Uni, else i'll be so lonely in there. None of my friends want to go to Uni...sobs sobs...

1/13/2006 10:16:00 AM
alone* in the rain;