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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Hello! Back to blogging again...

I've got a question for a start. What would you do if someone ask you for stuff and you do not feel like sending them? Here i'm saying in general, not specifically aiming at anyone... Not because i'm selfish or whatsoever, but then...i dunno how to explain also... I do share my stuff with pple, but......nvm, i shan't say too much here...this is a sensitive issue. Although i know the person doesn't read my blog, still i shouldn't say... I just feel that not everything we can share freely right? You take time and effort to do your things, and in the end, pple just ask for you, and you send them, they get reference of your ideas for free... And come to think of it, you took pains to come up with that idea, and now, that someone got your idea freely...-.-". Well, its just a little painful...for me... Sometimes, i just keep quiet though... But, there are times i am really willing to help a friend...cos i trust them...unless they prove me wrong.

Talking about this, my VIVA presentation slides i actually prepared them, but since we are doing team presentation, i have to share with my partner. Then someone asked from him our presentation slides i think, then i was looking at what he is doing......he actually sent our ppt slides to someone else without asking me? Nvm, so i just looked on...... Abit painful and sad ba... Btw, how would you feel if this happend to you? Err, maybe he thinks i wouldn't mind, cos i'm too good and nice, everything can share de =/, but maybe it would be polite just to tell me... I share my stuff with him cos we're a team what -.-" lol. I just keep quiet...nothing to say...cos since he is sending, that person who wants is looking on somemore, i can't say cannot right? Eh, nvm its all over le... I do not keep grudges...bleahs.

Ever come across a saying or a phrase, "people are selfish". Yes, i agree whole heartedly... I can't deny i am at times too...but not everytime, it depends on the situation though.

O Level Results released on friday, my tang di got 13 points. I wasn't surprised, both of the brothers are clever, clever, clever... I can't hold a matchstick compared to them... Throw face...nvm...i make sure i do well in my poly and U!!! If not loose them again, throw face again... Then while my parents were telling me how much my tang di got, i just keep quiet, cos my result super poor, got nothing to say lor...just feel jealous only...nvm... They always seem to be concerned about my cousins' side than me... I concerned about myself can le. Dun care about how other pple think of me. I just do what i think is right, and feel happy of what i do can le... Yeah! If not, next time i regret... "Ren shen duan duan ji shi nian" ma...LOL. "We only live once" by xxx wor...LOL.

Photo shoot session on 16 Feb 1pm? I dunno whether i should go. I wonder who's going... I worry i cannot even take time off =x. Well, we'll see when the time comes. I shall talk about it with my nu peng you's...Hee~

Tmr starting work at my dad's office le. First i want to clear the receipt stuff, and lotsa other things to do as well... Filling in forms, issueance of CIs...blah blah... I dunno whether i still can rmb how to do all those stuff or nots...=x. Hope i will, else will get scolded again -.-".

Valentine's Day is coming and i'm gonna spend this year alone, yet again...sob sobs... Most of my friends got bf and gf le, good la, they can have a romantic Valentine's Day. Xian mu leh...cos i dun have ma!!! And i haven't experience before...LOL. How is the feeling like eh? Ro-man-di-ke (read in chinese) ma? Hahaha!!!

Mood now is like the song of SHE's - Tian Hui... Sad sad... Oh ya, thanks to Alphon for sending me this song! LOL. Still got more songs on my wishlist yet to be fulfilled. Can't find all those songs that i want always...=( Someone help me dl then send me leh... *hint* *hint*. I'm dying for those songs le...

2/12/2006 03:48:00 PM
alone* in the rain;