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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Okay, i'm back again from my "once in a blue moon" blogging routine.

Good news once again. I received a letter from NP on Tuesday. Based on my 6th sense, i guessed the letter was just the usual "congratulations on your graduation" letter. Then when i opened the envelope, the first phrase i saw was "Diploma with merit"! I just shouted out, "I received a Diploma with merit!!!" Haa, crazy me. I was overjoyed, cos i never expected myself to receive this award. It must be a dream. After that, i read the contents thoroughly to make sure i was the receipient to this award (because i still cannot believe it myself). I ain't that smart, how on earth did i receive this award?! Of course, everyone would have hoped they would be the one who receive an award, including me ;). Based on my 6th sense again, i guess my besties would also be receiving that very same award, cos they achieved higher GPA than me. I am so right. Lay Kuan got it. Felt happy for her, cos she really really deserves it. Another really hardworking pal i'd ever known in my life. I guess Kelly would have gotten it too, but haven't really got the time to catch up with her ever since she started working. Seldom saw her online. And when she is online and when i thought of chatting with her, she is already offline. =(. Then Jiayi chatted with me yesterday, asked me whether i received COM or not. Haha, he is also a receipient. Fyi, Jiayi is a guy... LOL. I know, it sounds like a girl's name right? Anyway, he's my classmate cum poly friend. To put it simply we're from the same mentor group lah. Got to know he also can enter NTU's com engrg. Same course as me. But guys have NS first. I'd be 2 years his senior then if i were to enter NTU. So, can say my first year no one enter same course as me...sad sia. From my 6th sense (AGAIN) LOL, i think, Lay Kuan, me, Kelly, Nicole, Tian Ci and Jiayi are the ones from my class receiving the COM ba. Wow, 6 of us from my class! Like so easy to receive like that hor? LOL. Well, it took us 3 years to receive that award. Indeed, "exhausting" but satisfying =). For me, i took pains dreaming to receive this award. I told myself i must work hard in poly. Very hard...thrice as hard, cos i know i stupid -.-". To win my "enemies", i must really use better strategy, if not i will die in this battlefield! This day finally came...

Shall update more in my next post...gtg now...Take care everyone!

4/27/2006 10:31:00 PM
alone* in the rain;

Monday, April 10, 2006

Yeah! Time for some updates! Anyone missed me? Haha...kidding lah. I guess no one reads my blog except HP (sad), cos i see the occassional comments by her through my tagboard =).

Its been a month since i last blogged. Life's been mediocore (wrong spelling, i think) --> to be read as, med-io-ker = average. Hahas, okay, my english's lousy! All my friends have got a job. Good for them. And, me, i'm still stuck at being a so-called office assistant at NLE Pte Ltd. Haa, my dad's office lah.

Applied for Universities (NUS, NTU and SMU). Interview at SMU sucks! I'm the sort which needs preparation beforehand before the interview. This time i didn't prepare, not because i didn't want to, but i couldn't, cos i didn't know what to prepare for, i don't know what they want to ask, and how the questions would turn out to be. I was told the interview would last for 2 hours. I see why... An hour for the so-called interview preparation. An hour for the actual interview. Its a group interview. First of its kind. Ever heard of group interviews? They call it a sharing session. -.-" When i see most of the people for the interview were guys, i sian half -.-". Reason being, i dunno how to get along with guys? Haa...that's very true! I have no common topics with them sia...but i try to mix around with them le. Got shuai ge also la...Haha...Quite shuai wor. Somemore from JC...wah, i envious. JC == smart == clever. Actual interview, i got to sit beside him sia. Ahaha...crazy me. At first, our group was very quiet, then the person there say must mix around. I dun dare start the conversation first, so i wait for the guys come talk to me... Haha, quite ok la... As i said, guys usually have the you muo gan...some quite funny. And, one of them, very bold. He can be the next prime minister or something. He dares to talk. That's SMU.

I just received NTU's acceptance letter today. I was accepted in the Computer Engineering course. Its my third choice. Sadz. I wanted my first choice! Computer Science! Nvm. I'm more than glad. Who says poly can't make it to University! All my relatives look down on me... I'm gonna be the first one from poly make it to U! Currently awaiting NUS and SMU acceptance letter.

Among the 3 universities, if i were accepted in for all 3, i may pick NUS. Perhaps i might want to decide among NUS and NTU, which computing course is more established ba. I may also want to see which U my friends want to attend. Ya...so if any of my friends who are accepted in U, let me know which U you would be going ok? Thanks!

4/10/2006 10:37:00 PM
alone* in the rain;