Received my graduation letter yesterday, together with the invitation card. I was just lamenting about how long the school take to send out the letter yesterday afternoon to Lay Kuan. Then when i open my letter box at night. I saw the long-awaited letter i've always hoped to received ;). At the same time, there was a letter from SMU on my application outcome. I could've guessed the outcome. Although i knew the outcome would be that i would be rejected, i was still devastated... This just shows that i'm not up to mark. I'm just not good enough, and i do not have what it takes to be an all-rounder. =(. I am lucky i still have NTU there for me... Huiping chatted with me online at night. Then i just updated her with my outcome from SMU. Felt abit better after her encouragement that at least i am still accepted in NTU. Then i also updated her on NTU stuffs, on the Qualifying English Test and etc... Haha...i think i too ks liao =p. HP told me that i kept myself updated on these so early...lol. Then i just told her that if anything she want to ask i confirm keep her updated on latest news! Bleahs... Next, we talked about graduation and stuff... Her graduation day appears to be 2 days earlier than mine. Good for her =). And then, after that, i think i was complaining again -.-". About...erm, think i shouldn't say here...we shall keep it between HP and me ;). Let's hook our fingers eh, HP, ok? LOL. Let off a little steam, and that little encouragement from her just made me feel better after that =). Thanks so much pal! Talking about this, Lay Kuan was saying i'm a complain queen -.-". Ahh! You teach me one hor...=p. Haha, kidding =p.
Okay, graduation day... Planning to meet up with my pals, Kelly and Lay Kuan to go to school together on that day. Kelly gave me the OK signal. Lay Kuan told me OK too, but said she would be late??? LOL. Ok, more details shall be revealed. How i miss them so much. Its like so long since i last met them!!! Think it was since our last gathering on March... Its very long leh! 2 months! If it was legal to marry girls, i would have chose either one of them! If not both of them! I don't want one of them to be jealous ma...=p. Haha, okok, don't er xin... But cannot leh, people will think we lesbian. Sad, sad =(. P.S. I am not bian tai ok!!! It just seems my girl friends over-rule my guy friends. And, i just understand and feel closer to girls rather than guys leh... Just because i'm a girl -.-". Sometimes i wish i were a guy, so i can go through NS. Although i know its tough, but when you go out to the society to work, your pay would be higher too... And, girls are sometimes regarded to people as "useless". Well, this is what i feel people will think. Especially the older generation!!! And, sometimes, the young ones too...SOME only lah...very few lor. Think its only about 0.0001%. LOL. Okay, i was just making up that figure. Additionally, when girls are married off, they are considered as the guy's side family liao...something like that, from what i heard off... Again, this is the older generation thinking! How come older generation got so many "rules"?!!! They got nothing better to do last time than make up all these is it?!!! Perhaps...
Rants, rants, rants, rants...
Fed up!!! I've had enough...okay...time for me to cool down first...