Hey! I'm back after one year hiatus. Uni life is super hectic... One year on, my group of friends have an additional member! Alan! Actually he was in the same class as me since sem 1, but guess what, i didn't notice him at all! I auto filter out pple i'm not interested in or do not know =P. He's a nice guy, too bad i didn't get to know him then, i only got to know him in sem 2 when we partnered up to do our Tech Comm module with two of my other friends, it isn't too late too ya? =).
Then we got on to do our special sem elective together... That's my first special sem elective i took in NTU, EE8082 Digital Communications, i wouldn't say its tough, one month to focus on just one subject. You really can have total concentration on it... I don't know if i should reveal my secret here... Only my best friends know it...^.^
Then this sem is pretty hectic. I've got three projects in a row~ 206, 207 and DDP!!! This sem exams left me disappointed, and i've been having exam nightmare till now~I cried whenever i think of it, i'm not sure if i can pass my subjects. I've never felt this way for a very long time~ And when i needed company, that someone is always not there for me =(. I ought to be killed, knowing that my problem lies in my carelessness...
Mentioning about that someone, that someone has changed alot. He/she said that he would be back by the end of the semester but then, i just feel that he is different. That someone used to do many things which left me touched, but i didn't say it out, now its just different, looking back at the smses and emails... I think...well, can't really reveal here much, else my secret would be out... Don't really wish to let anyone know. I hope time will heal all wounds, and perhaps allow me to forget about everything.
One word to describe my feelings now: disappointed. I didn't know a person could change to such an extent, perhaps he/she hated me... And i don't understand, what does it mean when a person have more stuff to talk about to other people than you? It only showed one thing: that he isn't interested in you and does not like to talk to you. Nothing could heal my wound now except for one thing...undisclosed, i don't want to reveal my secret...
Oh ya, i got new nick name! "Pammy!" is my new nick. Sri gave me this new nick~thanks :) Initially not very used to it, and whenever she called me that, my hair stands ~.~. But found it relatively cute though ^.^.
Till next entry...
