Seriously very upset. Imagine this: someone whom you have been very close with treats you very differently and cold. And when you try to show some care and concern as a friend, it becomes worse =X. This change is just too sudden. I miss those days i have with that person, the topics we used to share and everything. It doesn't matter anymore now...cos nothing i do will ever change anything. I feel alienated. Its all over now, i don't wish to think of it. Let it be this way, i will not do anything to retrieve what i've lost. Perhaps this is just what you wanted. Perhaps only this will make you happy...I will grant your wish this very moment.
Nothing much this week. Started work at my dad's office as usual. Indeed, i'm always unhappy whenever i start work there, its the sarcastic remarks they made which made me upset, yet i have to force that smile on my face...zhen de hen tong ku...ru guo you ni zai wo shen bian, rang wo su ku zhe jian shi, na gai duo hao, dan shi, shi jian yi jing gai bian le yi qie, suo yi, sian zai yi qie dou mei guan xi le...rang wo zhi ji yi ge ren cheng dan jiu hao. Shao le ni, ri zi sui ran gu dan, dan shi, wo hui yong gan mian dui yi qie... You were the one who always listened to me, now without you, i will learn to adapt. Your replies were never the same as last time, you have become a totally different person, cold and unfriendly.
I will be strong, i will be, i will be...
Some stuff i wish to do during this hols:
1. Driving Test
2. CCNA?
3. GIA (Basic General and Commercial Insurance) Test?
